The last few nights, my son has been up crying. My wife and I have taken turns getting up with him. I think that his upcoming surgery has made more aware of him. Even as he cries, I am find the joy of the Lord in our interactions. I realizer how much of a gift Tito is, and my job is to love him. We now have a certain amount of time before the surgery, and that has awaken in my a cherishing of life in general and Tito's in particular. The eternal life Jesus' promised begins at every single moment. I am learning the secret of be joyous in all moments.